Haidar

Lelaki itu, astaga. Haidar. Nama yang sangat indah. Seindah wajahnya yang begitu tampan dan charming. Matanya sebiru lautan, sangat tajam, membuatku tenggelam sangat jauh setiap kali aku melihatnya. Rambutnya yang selalu acak-acakan, namun tetap terlihat rapi disaat yang sama. Dengan mendengar namanya saja, jantungku bisa mempercepat detakannya seperti sudah diprogram otomatis setiap kalinya. Lelaki itu, yang berhasil meluluhkan hatiku selama ini. Lelaki itu, yang selalu mengisi pikiranku setiap hari. Lelaki itu, yang selalu ku temui di mimpi-mimpi indahku.

Oh, he's just too perfect.

Yang aku inginkan sekarang hanyalah dia. Dia yang dapat mengisi hari-hari ku. Dia yang dapat menjadi sandaran ketika aku lelah, ketika aku sedih, dan aku akan melakukan hal yang sama padanya. Biarkanlah kita saling melengkapi satu sama lain.

But, is it possible?

Is it me he's looking for?

Dia begitu sempurna. Aku sadar aku tak mungkin bisa memilikinya. Tapi, ayolah..

Would you take a chance with me?

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